Lyrics

I've spent my life thinking about myself
I never wanted your attention
Sometimes it's better not to show the world
What's lurking underneath...
Now that you say that you are concerned
I know what's in your interest (Excuse me if I laugh)
I'm not obliged to help you rid yourselves
of the cancer I typify

Bided my time, this is my confession, not so innocent
Wasting no more time watching you do it ''better'', yeah..
Your lives, your jobs, your perfect homes they're all lies, I don't want it!
So I've bided my time, this is my confession, what's my punishment?

Are you confused? Don't be, how could you know?
In your conceited little bubble
You only see the things that people show
and trivialize the rest
You know, I was doing so well
giving in to all my fantasies, (oh wouldn't you be surprised!)
I guess it's time for you to see the beast
you make me out to be..

Bided my time, this is my confession, not so innocent
Wasting no more time watching you do it ''better'', yeah..
Your lives, your jobs, your perfect homes they're all lies, I don't want it!
So I've bided my time, this is my confession, what's my punishment?

Drift into the land of dreams where all is play
Don't regard the misinformed, all they spout is «ney ney ney»
Naysayers all you mother fuckers, can't you see?
This is my life, and these are my decisions, please leave me be
Don't you think you know me just because we're kin, oh these family
ties are not what matters now, all I long for is another
Euphoooooooooooooria!

You shoot up every day, just like me, and you're every bit as hooked
it's just what you inject are different things like apathy, ignorance and self-deceit
You see, we have different ways of coping, of forgetting, of distracting ourselves from the futility of life.
But who's to say that your way or their ways, the synergy of liars, is better than mine?

Stick a needle in your vein and be overwhelmed by brilliant sensations
Escape the inescapable truths of your existence and dive into the pool of everlasting
Euphoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooria!

Bided my time, this is my confession, not so innocent
Wasting no more time watching you do it ''better'', yeah..
Your lives, your jobs, your perfect homes they're all lies, I don't want it!
So I've bided my time, this is my confession, what's my punishment?